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Incomplete Love Story

Incomplete Love Story

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like an unfinished dream, an incomplete story
a letter half written, a forgotten melody;
certain things are better incomplete
like our...

Thursday, September 10, 2020

High on Emotions!

 

We all are high on emotions right now. We all are highly anxious these days. The new normal has not just changed our lives, but it has also affected the way we think. People are losing their jobs some are not being paid on time, many are struggling to accept the new normal and, gradually, it has started taking a toll on each one of us mentally.

Initially, when this started we were not sure about how long it was going to last. But there was hope. We all began the new normal with a lot of energy because we hoped that it might subside soon and things will get back to normal. But it turned out differently. We never thought that it will continue at its pace and, now it seems like a never-ending dream, which is gradually turning into a nightmare.

We never thought that a year would pass by in a blink and we won't have any control over anything. Be it our professional or personal life; there is zero productivity in terms of what we had planned and how things have turned out to be. We never thought that it will gradually start driving all of us crazy.

If you look around, all you can see and feel is chaos. There is chaos everywhere. Even in our head, it is chaotic. There is no good news. There is only bad news. Every day we wake up with a newly found energy and determination but, by the time we go to bed, we know we have lost another battle.

Amid this chaos, we all are trying to rebuild and reinvent ourselves in a new way so we can adapt to the new normal. But how long we will be able to hold ourselves together is the bigger question here. Each day, we all are slowly losing a part of ourselves. We are gradually losing a part of our soul each day.

We all are surrounded by immense darkness right now and, it is so dark out there that it seems it has become impossible to find the light. But we have to be patient. Patient enough to let this darkness slip through our fingers and try finding the light within ourselves. We have to burn a part of our dream, part of our thought, part of our plan and, a part of us may be to find the light.

Difficult times lie ahead and, we are yet to find a solution to put an end to this never-ending battle. The battle that we all are raging in our heads and our hearts. What seemed certain earlier now has become blurry. What seemed under control until now suddenly feels going out of control. We are losing the grip each day and, as the sun sets in the evening and the night begins, we are not sure whether we will survive to see the light of the day.

But the dawn comes each day and what earlier was full of hopes and aspirations has suddenly become taxing and, we are just struggling every day to move ahead in life. Our head is not in the right place most of the time, and we are still struggling to put it in the right place.