Every time I come close...

  

Every time I come close

I am knocked down on the ground

My fate or my grade, maybe a reason

That’s one thing, I could never find out

They all say you are too good

But still I am hanging in the queue

Who knows where this life would lead me too

Coz I am too shattered now to face the truth

I am too frustrated to move ahead now

And they want me to smile and say wow!

Rejection after rejection has made me hollow

And they all say you gotta move on with no sorrow

Its getting hard for me to even smile

I am emotionally drained

Don’t know when I might cry

I smile to hide my pain

To avoid several questions and the shame

Who cares what I am going through

Coz its always what they want

Tell me one reason, where I went wrong

Maybe my reason, to write this song

I am longing to taste the flavor of success

Coz I am too bored now playing with my failures

Dark clouds are all over my head

No clue what I’m gonna do next

I don’t know when the shinning sun will shine

I don’t know when again things will be fine

It’s the phase of struggle

Which never ends

Suffering is making me weak

Every now and then it cant be me

It’s the phase of struggle

Which never ends...