Falling in to a void...

He woke up with a heavy heart, mind full of questions afraid of getting lost in the space and not making out of the void...

I feel choked at times,

Thinking about where my life is leading to.

Anxiety and fear takes charge,

My mind refuses to wander now.

What is this phase that never ends,

What is this feeling that never goes away.

Fight! My heart says,

I'm tired, replies my soul.

There is always a feeling of isolation,

That always supersedes,

The feeling of joy.

Am I becoming a slave of time?

Or am I already one.

Often I feel caged, often I cry

For I am a free bird

Who wants to fly.

For I am not afraid of darkness

But the tunnel never ends.

Scars have become my mark,

Have befriended the pain and cries.

For I don’t want to run anymore.

Life shows a glimpse of the shining sun,

But dark clouds never leave my way.

“How much more?” I ask the universe,

“Till you can take it,” she replies.

Hold my hand and walk with me,

For I don’t want to be alone anymore.

“But you are not,” a voice echoes in to my ears

Time has beaten me down,

Every time I have tried to get up

My knees hurt now, muscle refuses to bear the pain.

Why I feel so miserable?

My soul fails to understand

Nights are cold, mornings are bright

But still I can’t feel anything

My mind is blocked, heart is numbed

For I maybe falling in to a void...

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